the problem is the bullying, not my response to it.
i have the same Right to be left alone as everyone else does, and no one should be exempt just because their bullies have certain superficial traits.
to believe that i am exempt from having the Right to be left alone [including to be left out of conspiracy], for any reason, is Bigotry and makes you part of the problem.
being outnumbered by bullies who all agree that i'm the problem doesn't magically make me the problem; that these bullies are convinced that there's nothing wrong in how they think, let alone behave, is the problem.
i am a "cis"/het "white" "male" who does not go out of his way to behave manipulatively, and i am a victim who won't be bullied without a fight.
this list of people is convinced that they know some truth about me that i refuse to accept; they won't tell me what truth that is, apart from telling me that it's "my 'place'" for them to abuse me [that they're just "trying to 'help' me", even] and it being "my place'" 1- makes it ok for them to bully me and 2- means that their Hateful Conduct and Encouraging Hateful Behavior [both Reportable Violations Of Twitch Community Guidelines, and violation of Community Guidelines violates Terms Of Service] toward me is not bullying.
if they can read, then they deliberately present only cherry-picked out-of-order snippets of anything that i say in order to Encourage Hateful Behavior toward me.
when they show you sheets of dialog between themselves and me, they show you what i say and not what they say [at least, not what makes them look bad]; some have even conveniently deleted the evidence which proves either that i'm the bully or they are, and it would make no difference anyway because the only "evidence" that they need to "prove" that i'm the bully, that i'm the hated version of "men", is their own say-so. either you've called them friends for longer than you've known i exist and/or you hold them in high esteem despite having never interacted with them and i'm no one because i'm a "cis"/het "white" male who does not discriminate [not even against myself].
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unbanned from these channels, just to be rebanned.
18July2021 - @sirkatelyn
01Sep2024 - @buccatax
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unbanned from:
17Sep2024 - @spindlednz
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partially unbanned from:
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partially unbanned from these channels, just to be rebanned:
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i'm on probation here:
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