GooseandClover Broadcasting - Where Funding Goes

absolutely none of the funds generated by viewer investment, and/nor affiliation or partnership with broadcasting platform, and/nor sponsorship goes toward broadcaster's income.  {the only exception is the broadcaster taking advantage of music and video streaming service subscriptions offline.}

all funding goes directly into the production of the show [which will run for an hour and a half per week]; this show is a hobby, not employment.

Production Expenses:

--  music

-  purchases

-  Spotify Premium subscription [to help ensure that appropriate royalties go to @Halocene for my use of Halocene Stream Music, and so that i can have the playlist available to play from a device rather than clogging up my bandwidth] = $16.99/mo

-  tier 3 subscription to Halocene's Twitch channel and the occasional "kick over"

-  Amazon Music Unlimited subscription [for use along with purchased music in the Amazon Music Twitch Extension] = $200/year

--  moderators [current moderators are not obligated to attend, let alone do any moderating, and are welcome and trusted to]

-  tier three subscriptions to their channels [currently, three] and "kick over"

--  philanthropic interests

--  props and activities

--  various channels available on Prime Video [for watch parties; these will be infrequent because they will run over an hour and a half]

-  Paramount+/Showtime = $11.99/mo

-  Max = $15.99/mo

-  miscellaneous = upwards of $23.97/mo

--  digital studio subscription

-  Wirecast = $799 [one time] + $299/year

new Windows computer setup - first steps

 {between the video and this rundown, i figure i've covered everything.  if something comes up, during my initial setup of my Hyundai HTN4020MPC02, i'll update this to include it.}

video that goes along with this:  here

i will "shout out" NCH Software at the top, here.

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new laptop in question:  Hyundai HyBook HT14CCIC44EGP

--  128GB embedded [stock] storage and 4GB embedded RAM
--  "expansion" module for a "B-keyed" M.2 AHCI-controlled 2240/2242 SSD card
--  TF [aka microSD] chip port for ReadyBoost support; max 256GB

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Follow this guide, and do these things [DISM before SFC, though]

--  upon completion of the driver update in the setup
--  every time Windows Updates
--  directly after running a program like BleachBit
--  directly after installing critical software [like antivirus and other security software]
--  often, if you have your Pagefile [aka "Virtual Memory"] on default settings
-  especially directly after defragmenting [which you shouldn't need to do if you've moved pagefile off of C:\ ]
-  including directly after every time you install a video game onto the same partition as your Pagefile through a client like Steam [and reverify your install with your Steam-esque client directly after doing these things]
--  directly after every time you've "forced" a scan with your antivirus and other security software [unless you're using ClamWin (portable)]

software downloaded [just in case] and not used for setup:

GParted, Snappy Driver Installer-Origin

other software:

The Gimp [portable] , Inkscape [portable] , Abiword [portable] , ImageGlass , Slimjet [portable] , 

software used for setup:

7-Zip [portable] , Macrorit Disk Partition Expert [portable] , Revo Uninstaller [portable (alternative)]*** , DriverPack [Snappy Driver Installer]* , Portable Update [PortUP]** , Warp Drive by NCH , Netstalker , ClamWin (portable) , Equalizer APO , 

--  *Prefer the Offline Installation Package, and you will
-  you will need Visual C++ Runtime and Transmission Torrent Client
-  the only two problems that i had with the DriverPack [installable] version:
1-  it "updated" the Everest [embedded] audio controller driver to an incompatible version [had to go into Device Information in Computer Management and "roll the driver back"].
2-  i had to uninstall the Visual C++ that was installed for DriverPack in order to install appropriate Visual Studio runtime for Intel Driver & Support Assistant.

--  **Disable Automatic Microsoft Updates
-  before updating Windows [and before the first DISM/SFC check] run the drivers installer again, in case only prerequisites for up-to-date drivers have been installed {this is a failing of Windows Update; often enough, it will install prerequisites to up-to-date [because those are the next updates] and there will be lag time between installing those and installing more, let alone and installing up-to-date; also, Windows Update will fail installations if the DISM/SFC considerations are corrupt.}, over and over until it stops saying you need updates.
-  follow the DISM/SFC guide upon completion of running PortUp.

--  ***Using Revo Uninstaller, instead of doing this trough Windows, gives you the option to delete junk files left behind that Windows disregards.  You need to be careful when doing this, and super careful when using a program like BleachBit, though; another drawback is that you cannot Disable Windows Features through Revo Uninstaller nor uninstall programs that have been installed through Windows Store.

software uninstalled for setup:

Microsoft Office [with Revo Uninstaller], Microsoft Office [through Microsoft Store] , Email [default; through Microsoft Store], Messaging [through Microsoft Store], Mobile Plans [through Microsoft Store], Photos [through Microsoft Store], OneDrive [through Microsoft Store; has been discontinued anyway], OneNote [through Microsoft Store], Microsoft Whiteboard [through Microsoft Store], Groove Music [through Microsoft Store], Windows Media Player [through Control Panel/Programs and Features/Windows Features], 

{by "through Microsoft Store" i mean that i found the appropriate shortcut in the Start Menu, right-clicked it, and selected "Uninstall"; also, i Taskbar-Searched for "start menu", opened the Start Menu folder, and had to delete the Windows Media Player shortcut from the Programs folder there.}

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very first setup steps:

1-

-- look up how much RAM is installed, multiply by 3 and round up to the nearest factor of 5; write this figure down

-- open Computer Management, select Disk Management, verify if Recovery Partition can be removed from here or not [do not remove it, yet; just right-click and look for the Delete or Remove option].

-- Create Recovery Media; if Recovery Partition may be removed as part of this wizard, do so here.

- if the Recovery Partition cannot be removed by either of the above methods, use Macrorit Disk Partition Expert [free version; portable version, and this version must be on the computer (Desktop is the easiest place to run it from)]

-- shrink C:\ ["Windows Partition"] down to accommodate the written down figure At The Back [far right on the bar] of the drive

- once the Recovery Partition is removed, this step can be done with either Disk Management in Windows Computer Management or with Macrorit Disk Partition Expert

might as well use the same program for all of these steps: remove Recovery Partition, shrink "Windows Partition", create new partition to designate for Pagefile

-- create new partition at back of drive to designate for Pagefile

- have this new partition formatted to NTFS [or whichever file format Windows is installed on]

-- open Advanced Systems Settings, select "Settings" button under Performance, Select "Advanced" tab, switch from "Program" to "Background services"

-- open Advanced Systems Settings, select "Settings" button under Performance, Select "Advanced" tab, select "Change" button under Virtual Memory

- migrate "pagefile" off of C:\ directory ["Windows partition“] by selecting new partition in list, selecting Custom, settings should be Minimum = installed RAM and Maximum = three times installed RAM

the remainder [having rounded up] is "breathing room"; "A dog can stand up in the crate, and that doesn't mean that the crate isn't too small."

windows has a tendency to get its version of claustrophobic and/or other conditions, when it comes to Virtual Memory and, "A space [floor-to-ceiling] that has the exact measurements as the bookshelf that you're trying to put into it doesn't mean there's enough room to get the bookshelf through the door and then swing it into place."

- soon as the pagefile is Set in the new partition, select C:\ in the menu, Unselect "Allow Windows to manage … automatically …", then select No Pagefile and Set

{most people leave the Pagefile how it comes, they don't even know about these settings, and they just load their hard drive with a lot of software [a lot of which are resource hogs; resources include pre-fetch from pagefile].

{the more software that is installed onto the pagefile partition, the more scattered the pagefile needs to be to run [hence having to Defragment, ever] and the more your programs struggle to run, especially since most of today's software runs in Roaming Files and not in Program Files.

{also, the more full the pagefile partition is of other things, the less pagefile can actually be there, and the more your software struggles to run; pagefile is a shared resource, and it is used in the background [a reason why switching from Foremost Graphical Representation ("Programs") to Background services is a great idea.}

2-

-- download RevoUninstaller [portable version]

- go into Control Panel, switch to Large [or Small] Icons, check Programs and Features, open "Turn Windows features on or off"

there should be only so many things to turn off, here.

there is a codec pack called Combined Community Codec Pack [CCCP] which can be installed to run any media file format in Windows Media Player. alternatively, there is a program called Media Player Classic-Home Cinema [i mistakenly called this MHC in the video, and it is MPC-HC] and you can uninstall Windows Media Player because it will be unnecessary.

-- create new folder on desktop

- go into C:\ directory in Windows Explorer, open Windows and locate Fonts [DO NOT open Fonts, yet], right-click Fonts in C:\Windows and copy into the new folder on the desktop

-- if you would like to uninstall Microsoft Office, open RevoUninstaller and uninstall Microsoft Office, here; with this program, and not through Windows Control Panel, you'll be able to delete junk leftovers

- while RevoUninstaller is open, uninstall everything that you don't want

{not shown in video because i didn't know, at the time, that this is a thing:

{Microsoft Office is pre\-installed twice: once the traditional way [uninstalled with Revo Uninstaller] and once through Microsoft Store, so you will also need to go through the start menu, right-click the Office icon and select Uninstall.}

- delete leftover files [upon completion of uninstall, hit "Scan" for leftover files]

there are things that you will want to keep which share certain files with what you want to lose, so you need to learn what potentially shares what and you need to be careful; once you get the hang of it, you will be able to feel out when you should choose Safe Scan, Moderate Scan or Advanced Scan.

3- before you uninstall Office 365, open C:\Windows and locate [do not open] Fonts; right-click the Fonts item in the Windows folder, select "Copy" and paste it onto the desktop, temporarily.

-- remove the Composite Fonts into their own folder

4- to back up system-provided wallpapers, open C:\Windows and search for each .jpg, .jpeg, .bmp, .gif, .webp, and .png .

-- best to select all, in each case, and copy everything into a folder on the desktop; once that's done, open that folder, right-click a blank area in the folder, hover over View, select either Details or Large Icons.

- if Details is selected, can click on the "Size" tab in the folder and sort from Largest to Smallest. it's pretty easy to tell the delineation from wallpapers to miscellaneous.

GooseandClover's "Setup"

{work in progress [post and components alike]; i have only so much time to work on these posts--and only so large a budget--at a time, at the moment.  please, bear with me.}

{also, in case you're interested:  how i set up my new Windows computers, since having "crash-coursed" in preventative maintenance in the Navy.}

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--  fiber optic underground around town to the service box.
--  Cox-installed coaxial from the service box into the building.
{-  Amphenol TFC-T10 4001538 Series 6 [RG6] coaxial wire.}
--  Holland Electronics F-81 coupler between Cox-installed wire and Ground Loop Isolator.

--  Holland Electronics Ground Loop Isolator plus Surge Protector.
--  Amphenol ABS313H three-way splitter [one off-set port, designated for broadcasting] with Surge Protection.
--  Amphenol TFC-T10 4001538 {Series 6, to start; Series 11 when i get a Klein Tools Coaxial toolbox kit} wire from splitter to modem.
--  NETGEAR Nighthawk CM1100.
-  LogiLink CQ8023S Cat8e wire [supports 1000MHz].

i will likely start with my desk-bound laptop connected directly to the modem, and will use it for a hotspot/router thing until i've gotten my Hyundai HTN4020MPC02 sorted.

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Designated "Gateway" [Palisade-inspired theme]

-- Hyundai mini-PC [model HTN4020MPC02].
-  128GB embedded [aka eMMC] storage.
-  2TB Seagate SkyhawkMini HDD ["expansion" storage].

-  maybe, Teamgroup MS30 "B+M-keyed" SSD card ["expansion" storage].

-  4GB embedded RAM.

-  128GB Tridenite TF/microSD chip ["expansion" part].
-  comes with Windows 10 Professional; will switch to linux when ready to.
-  Sanyo DP19647 television {"cursed" [780p screen, and plastic molding covers a nice crop-bordering of it]. 😔}.

Desk-bound Laptop [no theme]

--  HP15 [model 15-1272wm].
-  1TB Seagate FireCuda SSHD.
-  8GB HyperX Impact RAM.
-  Windows 10 Ultimate.
-  64GB Verbatim Store-n-Stay "nano" usb key [for making use of Windows's ReadyBoost].

Roaming Laptop [Tiburón-inspired Theme]

--  Hyundai HyBook [model HT14CCIC44EGP].

-  128GB embedded [aka eMMC] storage.
-  maybe, Teamgroup MS30 "B+M-keyed" SSD card ["expansion" storage].
-  4GB embedded RAM.
-  Windows 10 Professional.
-  256GB Tridenite TF/microSDXC chip ["expansion" part].

GooseandClover currently banned from:

Twitch Creator Camp says that Broadcasters/Moderators/"Communities" ARE NOT exempt!

slander and campaign-bullying violate Twitch Community Guidelines , so does gossip and other conspiratorial behavior.

i was wrongfully Banned from the channels in the list below.  they violate Anti-"Hateful Conduct" Community Guidelines by attacking someone who is culturally and educationally different from them just because i don't let them bully me.

Blocking is an available tool.  there are other available tools.

abuse of Banning violates Twitch Community Guidelines, despite that it doesn't otherwise violate Twitch Terms Of Service.

these "streamers", also, violate Twitch Community Guidelines by "roasting" victims both live on Twitch and offline from Twitch [X, Discord, TwitchCon, gossip, ...].

Unban Request Streams violate Twitch Community Guidelines.

anyone who knows so much about Twitch Terms Of Service should also knows that we ["users"] agree to abide Twitch Community Guidelines every time they agree to abide Twitch Terms Of Service.

we also agree to abide Twitch Content Classification Guidelines; @Aruuu didn't Ban me, her moderators did 1- [from Discord] when i expressed that i shouldn't have to resign myself to being answered for by every other male when someone asks, "Do men do this?"  if my answer is no, then use of "men" to mean 'all men' is bullshit, and 2-  [from Twitch] when i asked one to learn Twitch Rules and to stop goading Aruuu to keep going when she says that she thinks that she should stop.

why is it ok for those men to not take a woman's "no" for an answer, and it's not ok for me to even ask a woman to leave me alone?

"Too long.  Didn't read."?

deliberate ignorance is no excuse.

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currently banned from:

@ferocia , @icyrayne , @imkatt , @cuurly_fries , @unumz , @aimzatchu , @ayytrae , @solar_plexuss , @blondiesea , @cahlaflour , @bittie , @bloodyfaster , @pintsizetiger , @smexi , @negaoryx , @camms , @sleepyheadd , @chrispygameplay , @katskratchh , @rottenpapi , @koolysmiley , @iihezzy , @sarcasmalways , @missmyranda , @inviicta , @vennabean , @nerdynetty , @lucy , @luxiegames , @2bratty , @chillbobagginz , @ashleyroboto , @aliythia , @thatnerdviolet , @podgie , @jasonsulli , @sayheyrocco , @thugkage , @sariaslays , @partbunny , @jayskott , @briziana , @xo_damage , @mischacrossing , @pamylz , @demitrios , @whatifjulia , @dayoshi , @ldydrgnslyr , @ainevixen , @milobentley , @kiki , @madietaylar , @arieljadelive , @sashagrey , @fluffylives , @watchvenn , @tndncy , @vana , @jambo , @aicute , @littlesiha , @astroanie , @annikrevice , @danicarockwood , @skinnedteen , @xspiritwolfx_ , @kirachats , @motherrmoon , @louiseyhannah , @360chrism , @supersleepyt , @finamenon , @teawithmandy , @ligerzero_gaming , @nicholegoodnight , @narwhaljp , @tipsterlive , @mortuarydarling , @gh0starcade , @saiphe , @sincerelylyn , @mcroft07 , @lowco , @oryen , @mystickittenn , @katgunn , @carla , @blizz , @loserfruit , @linksgroupie , @fiamma , @happykrakenx , @failish , @deadlynaya , @tiddly , @xocheergurlox , @xxbrandy , @bbjess , @saira , @lunity , @iwasintheshower , @shellsea , @caaaaate , @fawn , @marymajora , @mittenskittens , @whoistheblondegirl , @salem_vande , @jazzzygo , @fhaelin , @zefrine , @gabbie_cakess , @jasteria , @katcontii , @liddles , @lettiem , @krissaybug , @jojosaysbreee , @nyybeats , @batz , @thistlepie , @kocobo , @dieharddiva , @pixelxkitten , @fosterkittens , @maisy ,  @caitlinjscott , @atirel , @giddawid , @hellioncait , @sailorsugarplum , @kerrty , @ericanagashima , @versachiko , @elysa , @sydaka , @nalopia , @ashi , @suko , @aruuu , @micheleboyd , @littleleggies , @itstina , @positiff , @acraftyjellyfish , @rin_vixen , @elliejoypanic , @gloomimi , @seanzu , @apothicdecay , @trash , @tizfizzy , @skyytea , @birb3d , 

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unbanned from these channels, just to be rebanned because of the same bullshit on their part:

30May2021 - @lil_lexi

18July2021 - @sirkatelyn

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unbanned from:

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partially unbanned from:

17Sep2024 - @spindlednz

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partially unbanned from these channels, just to be rebanned because of the same bullshit on their part:

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i'm on probation here:

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Contributions

          Current Events:

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if anyone needs a computer [including laptops], or parts or anything, XBit, LLC. is a good place to start looking around.

if you would like to help chip into a movie's production, Stutter might still need some help.

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"Glossary Definition"s:

--  "panhandling" is contribution-based entertainment.  historically, most commonly, Evangelists ["Revivals"], Grifters ["Medicine Shows"], Romani and other caravan-communities [most of which are mistakenly called "gypsies"] would hold a pan out by its handle and "good will" contributions [generated by affect of each show or (more often) by the ambition of a given spectator] would be placed into the pan.

--  "Community-driven" does not mean that any contributor has any Right to make demands nor employ extorcion for sake of steering administrative decisions--including in studio/"setup" component selection.  Malicious Manipulation is bullying, and GooseandClover Broadcasting has a Zero-Tolerance Policy toward bullying.

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contributions by only electronic gift cards will be accepted; send to gooseandclover@gmx.com , please.

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GooseandClover Broadcasting's Charity & Philanthropic Interests

     Top Interests:

{eventually, i will clean this mess up; i promise.}

--  American Veterans Center

--  American Legion Gaming

--  Center for Intimacy Justice

--  Dave Thomas Foundation

--  School On Wheels

--  Foundation for Endangered Languages

--  Million Smiles Initiative

--  archive.org

--  help to Revive And Update a Post Building for The American Legion

--  Burger King Foundation , The Whaleman Foundation , Hoplon International , Bruce Buckingham , 

--  Kenneth Cole Foundation [a portion of sales is set off to this mental health foundation]

--  Ralph Lauren Corporate Foundation [a portion of sales is set off to this cancer foundation]

--  Frank's Green Sauce

-  American Foundation for Suicide Prevention

Trans Lifeline , USA's Department of Veteran's Affairs' Homeless Veterans Crisis Hotline {scroll down to the bottom, choose a local facility.} , USA's 988 Lifeline {if you are a veteran, choose menu option 1} , Suicide Prevention - UK , Lifeline - Australia [general donation] , Lifeline - Australia [memorial considerations]

Support The Players , US Soccer Foundation , Starfinder Foundation , Urban Initiatives , Soccer Without Borders

National Coalition for Homeless Veterans

Tunnels 2 Towers

22 Until None

CreatiVets

Rethink , BeyondBlue , Butterfly

Extra Life

a woman who owns land and has no home atop it

Ella's Safehouses

Purple Leash Project [collab. between Purina and Red Rover]

Team USA [must create a classy.org account, for some reason]

Kasem Cares Foundation

Starlight Foundation [Australia]

Red Nose Day

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USS Ronald Reagan Scholarship

The American Legion , National Family Week [community participation] , National Foster Care Month [community participation] , Children & Youth Month [(community participation) October in Hawai'i, April for The American Legion, March for Institute for Educational Leadership] , The Jed Foundation , National Suicide Prevention Month [community participation] , American Foundation for Suicide Prevention , The Action Alliance , Patriotic Kenny Foundation , 

United States' Department of Veterans' Affairs [or donate in person (in the Purpose/Intention box: mention either monitary donation, gift of something on the location needs list, time/volunteership) ]

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please, donate to ScorpBot for bot development [please, consider donating through selecting "Add VIP" here]. 

being a Patreon patron to cycloptux will help fund development for GiselleBot [GooseandClover's main discord bot] and nothing gets kicked back to GooseandClover.

     Other Interests in UK:

The Cat & Rabbit Rescue Centre

     Other Interests in Australia:

 Wildlife Warriors

     Brandon Eugene Bolhuis's Interests:

Brandon Eugene Bolhuis was born in Fresno CA, fell in love with Newport News and Norfolk VA while he was in US Navy, was "returned to" Salina KS when he was separated from US Navy, and would love to give living in Louisville KY a shot.

Central Valley Community Foundation , Hampton Roads Community Foundation , Greater Salina Community Foundation , Community Foundation of Louisville 

Christian Appalachian Project , WAVE Foundation , Alice Lloyd College

three of USA's Brandon Bolhuis's are military veterans; one a veteran of the army, two veterans of the navy. 

unfortunately, social security numbers are not relevant to residential history relative to credit reports, so we all get mixed up, and Brandon Eugene Bolhuis fails credit checks [like with Affirm and he cannot change his contact phone number, there, because of it].

Brandon Eugene Bolhuis [aka (on Twitch) bolhuisbe] is a Plankowner and Trusty Shellback of USS Ronald Reagan-CVN76; Operations Specialist veteran of US Navy [July 7, 2001 to Novemer 12, 2004].

--  Pin-Ups For Vets

--  Brandon Eugene Bolhuis has been diagnosed with the conditions Schizotypal Personality Disorder and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder [socially-sourced] , and hopes that [once transition is achieveable] Mediterranean Diet will help him keep his A1C and his LDL Cholesterol within reason.

-  Mayo Clinic , American Heart Association

--  Brandon Eugene Bolhuis has, indeed, been in prison [in Kansas].  he Violated Protection From Stalking Orders {regardless that they should--gauging by objective interpretation of the language of Kansas Law, as was written at the time--have not been granted, in the first place} by sending the pre-vindicated [due to gender-biased protection] "victims" each an apology letter.  "Stalking - Violation of PFS Order" is a state-level felony with federal accreditation, though it is not a registerable felony.

-  All Of Us Or None

--  Brandon's mama had Type II Diabetes

- T1International , The American Diabetes Association

Harney & Sons's Banting & Best Blend [purchase contributes to T1International and The American Diabetes Association]

--  Brandon's paternal grandmother had Breast Cancer

-  Jane Lloyd Fund , National Breast Cancer Foundation

Harney & Sons's Jane's Garden [purchase contributes to Jane Lloyd Fund and National Breast Cancer Foundation]

--  Brandon's mama and paternal grandmother had Skin Cancer

-  Memorial Sloan Kettering Cancer Center

-  Memorial Sloan Kettering's Ralph Lauren Center is also part of Ralph Laren Corporate Foundation

--  Brandon's mama and her mama insisted that he is Irish by way of McGehee, and he cannot trace his genealogy down that line far enough to determine [definitively] between four ancestral origins [two or three, actually, happening to be Scottish], so Brandon Eugene Bolhuis claims them all for now:

Ulster McGehees [through Ulster, Scottish; potential Clan affiliation]

Clan McKay [Scottish Clan; originated in Ireland]

County Cork McGehees

Clan Gregor [Scottish Clan (aka Clan MacGregor)]

-  Ancient Order of Hibernians [AOH] , American-Scottish Foundation

Harney & Sons's AOH-Hibernian Blend [purchase contributes to Ancient Order of Hibernians's philanthropic projects]

Harney & Sons's Scottish Morn [purchase contributes to American-Scottish Foundation's philanthropic projects]

Harney & Sons's Scottish Afternoon [purchase contributes to American-Scottish Foundation's philanthropic projects]

Brandon Eugene Bolhuis has a drop of [unregistered] Cherokee in him

--  Partnership With Natives On Reservations Within The Boundaries Of What Is, Now, Called The Continental United States Of America

-  Coat Drive for Winter 2022/2023 [for Southwest Reservation Aid]

-  Severe Weather Preparation Drive [for Northern Plains Reservation Aid]

St. Labre [Native American] School , St. Joseph [Native American] School

Brandon's father is a Vietnam-Era Veteran [US Marine]

--  USMC's Toys For Tots

-  monetary donation

--  Marine Corps Heritage Foundation , 'Til Valhalla Project

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noteable:

--  UniCEF - USA

-  White Christmas 60th Anniversary Edition Blu-Ray [purchase contributes to UNICEF - USA]

--  National Network of Abortion Funds [be responsible; be adult]

          Miscellaneous:

Represent US , Sedgwick County Zoo [Wichita KS] , Legal Defense Fund for Nevada Brothels , Global Gift Foundation , Children's Hunger Relief Fund , Feeding America , Yellowstone Boys and Girls Ranch , Cal Farley's Boys [and Girls] Ranch , Special Olympics , Food For The Poor , National Arbor Day Foundation , United Way , Tees 4 Trees , Disabled American Veterans , Kansas Veterans Project; contact for information - jadenney@cox.net , StackUp.org , Games To Grunts , Military and Veteran Gamers' Charity , Friends of The Israel Defense Forces , United Services Organizations , Paralyzed Veterans of America , Wounded Warrior Project , Kids Rock For Kids , Education Through Music , The Upside Fund , United Nations Foundation , Mercy Ships , WaterAid , Dolphin Project , Aid For Starving Children , KitePride , Gary Sinise Foundation , Amnesty International , Unitarian Universalist Service Committee , 

     Behavioural/Emotional/Mental Health and Overall Wellness:

HelpGuide , International Mental Health Association , The Climate Reality Project , Kids In Need of Defense , To Write Love On Her Arms , Beauty 2 The Streetz , St. Jude Children's Research Hospital , The Gesundheit! Institute , The Stanley Family Foundation; contact for information - sff@mbi-inc.com] , Abandoned Children's Fund , American Red Cross , Americare , Shriners Hospitals For Children , Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network , Partners In Health , Doctors Without Borders , Smile Train , Juvenile Diabetes Research Fund , Kawasaki [Disease] Kids Foundation , World Craniofacial Foundation , Children's Organ Transplant Association , The National Children's Cancer Society , National Autism Association , The MY HERO Project , Tragedy Assistance Program for Survivors , Institute for Educational Leadership , Mercy Corps , Rare Impact Fund , The Michael J. Fox Foundation For Parkinson's Research , 

     "Christian" Organisations:

The Salvation Army , Covenant House , St. Jude Shrine , Mercy Home For Boys And Girls , Samaritan's Purse , Franciscan Friars of Atonement , Edmundite Missions , Cru Ministries - UNTO , Focus On The Family , "Catholic" Relief Services , Caritas , Sacred Heart Southern Missions , Gianna Simone Foundation , American Friends Service Committee , Diocese of Fairbanks, AK , Lutheran World Services , Berea College , Lutheran World Relief , 

     Animal Stuff:

--  Ducks Unlimited [donate by subscription] , Pawsitivity , Best Friends Animal Society , American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals [ASPCA] , Defenders Of Wildlife , The Humane Society of The United States , White Coat Waste Project , Four Paws International , World Wildlife Foundation , Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals [RSPCA] , Cat Chat , HART Wildlife Rescue , Bransby Horses , The MAZI Project , Mermaids , Bissell Pet Foundation

     Sweepstakes:

--  Coming Home Foundation , Paws Of Honor , Citizens Behind the Badge , United States Deputiy Sheriffs Association , North Shore Animal League - America , Salesian Missions

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you're not children? then i'm not an adult, nor a child, so ... idk what i am. :)

 listen:

all you children think that my life is shit and yours is good, that you're all superior to me in every way and that i should come around to your way of thinking and to your way of behaving?

1- i don't have any woman in my life who's aborting my children to get out of her own accountability.

2- i don't have any woman in my life who's drawing child support from me, especially no woman who is because it's an easy passive income.

3- i don't have anyone in my life who claims to be a friend to me, a friend of mine, and hopes to manipulate me nor gets angered by my choice to not "come around".

4- i don't fuck my budget up because i'm more focused on buying cigarettes, booze, marijuana, meth, ... any poison. ...

5- i actually am generous and kind; i don't have to pretend to be.

6- i know how easy women happen to be, just how easily i can get into a woman's panties, and it terrifies me.

7- i am the kind of person who will have never done anything that i cannot live with.

8- i don't blame my diagnoses for anything, i blame what i've gained from having them, and what i've gained from having them is wisdom.

9- i don't drink from the popular punch bowl.

10- i don't drink from the popular punch bowl because of anything like "fear of missing out".

11- i don't want to be a child in adult age who's pretending well enough to be an adult that i believe that i am.

12- i am not a superficial person.

13- i don't paint others to distract from my true colours.

my life is shit, and yours is great?

fine. :)

i'm not a man? at least, not a good man?

ok. :)

at least i'm good people.