11 March 2021

so ... yeah ...

first of all:  it came to my attention, a few nights ago, that i won't be able to perform any puppet shows for my stream except in the traditional sense, and there are enough traditionaly puppet shows in the current streaming industry that i don't feel comfortable with sharing that interest of mine in exhibition.

i have other interests, however, through which i hope to express my Schizotypal Personality Disorder, even while i will forever be working on keeping my PTSD in manageable shape
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second:  i need to take a pseudo-break from twitch and social media for a while.

my goal is still to start streaming in either June or July and, with the impending potential of the Stimulus in progress, i should be mostly ready by then--including sound-suppressing material for my tiny little studio, and including having cleared the studio out for streaming.

the reason why i need to take a break is that my goal for a writing project that i've challenged myself to had been to start working on it on my last birthday [!birthday in my discord server (which can be accessed from my twitch profile) or in the chat area of my twitch channel], and it is already March without my having started on it outside of compositional theory.

there is some reading that i was in the middle of when i first felt inspired to write Soulspent, which is the working [not the finished] title of the third book of the Legacy Of Tril trilogy.  the Legacy Of Tril's original author is [Heather] Z Brewer, aka Pibling Z.  Pibling Z has been an inspiration and a solid socio-navigational reference for me, and those are huge reasons [apart from procrastination] why i've done so much pre-thinking about this final installment.

my attempt to complete the trilogy is Fan Fiction, will be Fan Fiction, and will be the grandest adventure of my life to write.
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-  currently in the middle of Bloodhound by Tamira Pierce, second of the Beka Cooper trilogy.
-  need to re-read Souldbound and need to read Soulbroken by Z Brewer, to catch myself up and get my bearings.
-  need to read Any Man by Amber Tamblyn for a writing style reference, and potential subject matter reference.  {the reference for writing style alludes to my own desire to have not only a unique "Author's Voice" but also a unique expression of it.}
-  need to read [and likely rewatch] The Princess Bride by William Goldman for my bearings on the desired "big picture" image.
-  for thematic material and theatrical delivery reference:
   --  i need to re-read Pirate Latitudes by Michael Crichton
   --  i need to finish reading The Fool's Girl by Celia Rees
   --  i need to re-read Sovay by Celia Rees
   --  would like to read Pirates! by Celia Rees
   --  would like to read Persimmon Apricot, Gunslinger by Jason S. Litz


-  need a particular set of notebooks from Moleskine as well as the 5-piece [monochrome] pencil set {and might as well get the Eraser & Sharpener set, as well} from Moleskine.
-  need Irwin Strait-line carpenter pencils [yes, for writing] and a few Irwin-brand sharpeners.
-  would like notebook covers from Hide & Drink for the above Moleskine notebooks.

there are some pencils that i would like, at some point, for my drawing and drafting, too.  i might stream putting up the sound-resistant material in my studio.  will likely get all of that with the next stimulus.

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